I was supposed to blog because my dear friend asked me to. But as usual, I wasted the night away without the slightest thought of blogging. So, just before I go off to pack for my trip to malaysia tomorrow morning, I shall post a song here for all to listen. It is the theme song for the latest channel u 10pm show "perfect cut" titled "我知道我变漂亮了".
石欣卉 - 我知道我变漂亮了
过去的批评嘲讽 let it go let it go 过去的轻蔑冷落 let it go let it go 有些人口不饶人 却忘了瞧瞧自己 又有什么资格 时刻都善良待人 let's move on let's move on 时刻都做好本分 let's move on let's move on 有些人心思浅薄 绝不是宽容 自暴自弃的理由 也许 确实也受过言语打击 也许 从来也没有什么好际遇 千万别将勇气深锁在阴影里 我们又不会妨碍这世界继续美丽 我知道我变漂亮了 我知道我被注意了 曾难过 曾失落 微笑一下就过 外在的美貌容易戳破 内在的美好细水长流 我知道我变漂亮了 我知道我也豁达了 不自卑 不埋怨 就算还差一点点 用内涵弥补一切缺陷 内在的美 迷住每个人的眼 用内涵弥补一切缺陷 内在的美 迷住每个人的眼
I shall end here then. Sorry to my dear friend. There will be a longer entry when I get back from malaysia. Stay happy and smile more. =D
I miss the msn conversations at night. I miss the nudges and pokes. I miss the random topics we chat on. I miss the replies. They are always so re-assuring to me whenever I read them. I always look forward to the nudge the moment I come online. But it's not there now. Why am I feeling so insecure and inconfident these few days? Sigh. I do not wish to lose you. I miss you. Emo.................................................
Things are going tough for me. Work can turn worse any time soon. This year has not been so smooth for me. But I really need to believe in myself. My physical test is coming and I will pass it once and for all, for my rank, for my hard work and for everything I have put in. Be brave! I will have to confront this anyway. How long more can I wait? It has been three years. When is the right time? I am such a noob. Such a noob at expressing myself. Such a noob at asking. Sigh. =(
I think I am so demanding but I really feel lonely at times. Sorry for being harsh on you.
I shall revert back to my not-so-emo side. It's time for soccer tomorrow back in school with the nj khakis! I haven't played with them for quite some time already. Time to exercise more! Haha. Before I end, here's another song to introduce. To listen, please go to haoting.com and search for the song. =)
I need you I need you 别毁灭我的夜晚 灰暗中 泪蔓延得太快 来不及 看不清 黑夜跨越黎明 忘了清醒 忘了继续 也许还会想念 也许还想看见 也许还有感觉 也许还要安慰 也许这一切 该完结 ========================================== That's all for now, hellmos signing off....
I am back to update! But there is nothing much to update too. Haha. Steven got posted to my unit after his commission! What a small world indeed. And while I was walking to the bus stop after work yesterday, I happened to see two aeroplanes taxiing across the road towards the hangar! I was lucky to see not only one but also two aeroplanes. They were huge commercial aeroplanes. I can't wait to touch one of these planes when I get to study next time. Haha. I think that is about all I am going to update then. Maybe I can introduce another song.
I am just too tired to blog down what I did for the past two days. I have been out the whole day today. I shall probably blog tomorrow then. Meanwhile, a new song to introduce, no mv released yet, so just make do with the song =)
Usher ft Young Jeezy - Love in This Club
Gotta do it for the ladies And I gotta keep it hood Where we at Polo (Ay) I see you Ryan What you do was right But we just gettin started Yeaa Man..
You see you searching for somebody That'll take you out and do you right Well come here baby and let daddy show you what it feel like You know all you gotta do is tell me what you sippin' on And I promise that I’m gonna keep it comin’ all night long
Lookin’ in your eyes while you walk the other side And I think that shorty I’ve got a thing for you Doin’ it on purpose winding and workin’ it I can tell by the way you lookin’ at me girl
I wanna make love in this club (in this club, in this club, in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club, in this club, in this club)
You got some friends rollin’ wit you baby then that's cool You can leave them with my niggers let em know that I got you If you didn’t know, you’re the only thing that’s on my mind Cuz the way I'm staring miss you got me wantin to give it to you all night
Lookin’ in your eyes while you walk the other side I can't take it no more, baby I'm coming for you You keep doin’ it on purpose winding and working it If we close our eyes it could be just me and you
I wanna make love in this club (in this club, in this club, in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club, in this club, in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club, in this club, in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club, in this club, in this club)
(Well, you know we always rollin!, Im on em') Yea, Let's Go I’m what you want, I’m what you need He got you trapped, I’ll set you free Sexually, mentally, physically, emotionally I’ll be like your medicine, you’ll take every dose of me It’s going down on aisle 3, I’ll bag you like some groceries And every time you think about it you gon’ want some more of me About to hit the club, make a movie yeah rated R Pulled up like a trap star, That's if you have yo regular car You ever made love to a thug in the club with his Sice on 87 jeans and a fresh pair of Nikes on On the couch, on the table, on the bar, or on the floor You meet me in the bathroom yeah you know I’m trying go
You might as well give me a kiss If we keep touching like this I know you scared Baby, they don't know what we doin dont smoke it, im fresh right here Keep it up girl and I swear I'ma give it to you non-stop And I don't care who's watchin watchin, watchin (watchin, watchin) oohh, get it shawty, on the floor Baby was made for love
I wanna make love in this club (in this club, in this club, in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club, in this club, in this club)
Yea...
That's all for now, enjoy the song =) Good night all, hellmos signing off...
I had this song in my phone. I always found it very meaningful and soothing. So here it is.
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel
When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing and waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall) I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all) Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay
Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be okay Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Yay added a song to my blog, Life by YUI!!! Very nice song!!! Haha...and it's a BLEACH opening song!!!
Enough said, listen for yourself guys...Haha Back to topic, It's been almost two months since I got posted to this unit. Everything seems fine so far, a bit of changes here and there but I am definitely proud that I actually improved in my Bahasa Melayu (Malay). Now I can translate without relying much on toggletext, which is good C:
I can't talk much about work here, it being in NS. So I shall refrain from talking about work C: A few more weeks before the acceptance to university closes. I have gotten both letters but I have yet to make a choice. I have more or less made up my mind already. I don't think I should say so much here, just in case they go around reading blogs and decide not to give me what I want =X Well, if you want to find out more, just ask me personally and I will kindly tell you. Recently, I tried googling my name and turns out there are other people called cheeyen as well but I think they are mostly girls haha. Well, I managed to find myself mentioned in blogs of other people as well haha.
I just had a chat with my friend, he just decided on choosing environmental engineering at NUS. I asked him why NUS, he replied that he always like NUS better and he added that it didn't mind because we still have two more years to choose our courses. That was quite true in some sense, I don't really have to think much about it now but what about the girls? This period of time, I can say, could be one of the hardest times for them, to choose the correct course and not regret in the future. There are a lot of factors concerning this. Even I am helpless when it comes to advising my friends on what course to take. It's like the battle between the heart and the mind. The heart goes for whatever it desires while the mind, being the "educated" one, would definitely go for what is best for it. It's not easy for the heart and mind to agree with each other and this leaves people all confused and worrying about what to choose. And to add on, with other "educated" minds around influencing your thoughts, how can you choose the one that your heart desires? This is just how the world functions, people work for the salaries and job prospects yet where are the devotion and enthusiasm that you should find in a career that you like?
Enough said, I think I crap too much, this might make people even more confused. To all the people having a hard time choosing, especially the girls, choose carefully whether with your heart or mind, and be prepared to face the future. Whether or not, you will regret, it's all in the future. Before I end, an extract from Jeryle's blog (subjected to my editing):
"Universities, they're just like girls.
Firstly, us guys, we need to work damn damn hard to get into a university. Us guys need to work damn hard and be so damn lucky to get into a girl. Get the drift?
There's initially, that 2 years of JC life. Oh yeah, sometimes thats how long it takes to get the girl you want too my friends. In that 2 years, you can slack it off, but pay the consequences by the nose. You don't work hard, you don't get your girl. You see, spaces in universities are limited. Just like the limited amount of eligible girls. So competition is intense. Tough.
You can work really hard too, and off course reap the fruit of your labour, in getting your course of choice. Of course there are those weird exceptions when you work damn hard, but still don't get your uni place and those that don't work at all, but still get the course of your choice. Lucky asses..
Then there's that phase of applying, you know how it's like. Paying money to apply for a uni, just like forking out cash to go on dates with your girl, TRYING to give it a go. Most guys quite kiasu i think, apply to all 3 universities. Heng heng can get into 1 of the 3. Reminds me of how some people during valentines day, ask many girls out at once, wait to see the response, and then decide whom to go out with.
So yes, i see many people in literal pain, having to chose between universities. See la, too many girls give you a headache, each has their own good points, making it hard to choose. Then, when no uni sends you a letter, also headache. No girl likes you, you also feel the heat. SIGH.
See la, can't live with them, can't live without them. Worst part is, better choose carefully, because just one wrong choice, and you're probably screwed for the rest of your life."
No offense to girls here, just for laughs maybe... I actually wanted to blog on some bad stuffs but my lazy self just would not allow me to do so, so I shall not do it unless the stuffs start coming back to me...I hope not C: That's all for now, hellmos signing off...Navy Open House tomorrow!!!
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