Saturday, May 17, 2008
Nudges...
I miss the msn conversations at night.
I miss the nudges and pokes.
I miss the random topics we chat on.
I miss the replies.
They are always so re-assuring to me whenever I read them.
I always look forward to the nudge the moment I come online.
But it's not there now.
Why am I feeling so insecure and inconfident these few days?
Sigh.
I do not wish to lose you.
I miss you.
Emo.................................................
Things are going tough for me. Work can turn worse any time soon. This year has not been so smooth for me. But I really need to believe in myself. My physical test is coming and I will pass it once and for all, for my rank, for my hard work and for everything I have put in. Be brave! I will have to confront this anyway. How long more can I wait? It has been three years. When is the right time? I am such a noob. Such a noob at expressing myself. Such a noob at asking. Sigh. =(
I think I am so demanding but I really feel lonely at times. Sorry for being harsh on you.
I shall revert back to my not-so-emo side. It's time for soccer tomorrow back in school with the nj khakis! I haven't played with them for quite some time already. Time to exercise more! Haha. Before I end, here's another song to introduce. To listen, please go to haoting.com and search for the song. =)
郭采洁 - I Need You
你说要带著我去爱
为我推翻 所有孤单
用微笑 用温暖 填满了期待
你却又让爱 坏得如此简单
看自己 乱了秩序
遗失的爱 已成光害
你离开 我还在
I need you I need you
别毁灭我的夜晚
灰暗中 泪蔓延得太快
来不及 看不清 黑夜跨越黎明
忘了清醒 忘了继续
I need you I need you
别迷失我的未来
灰暗中 痛散得太缓慢
想放开 该走开 不要这片空白
忘了习惯 忘了遗憾
你说要带著我去爱
为我推翻 所有孤单
用微笑 用温暖 填满了期待
你却又让爱 坏得如此简单
看自己 乱了秩序
遗失的爱 已成光害
你离开 我还在
I need you I need you
别毁灭我的夜晚
灰暗中 泪蔓延得太快
来不及 看不清 黑夜跨越黎明
忘了清醒 忘了继续
也许还会想念 也许还想看见
也许还有感觉 也许还要安慰
也许这一切 该完结
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That's all for now,
hellmos signing off....
I need you
()..()
( @ )
^^^^Labels: emo, misses, soccer, song
My mind's unweaving/ 12:21 am
