Monday, February 25, 2008
I came back home from duty and was so tired that I couldn't wait to lie on my bed. But not before I sent another hopefully-long-enough encouraging sms =) Anyway after my shower, I just fell asleep immediately on my bed for five straight hours. This is expected. Afterall, I only slept like one hour plus during my duty and I had to stay in office until twelve noon the next day before I could go home. I did not know why but my vision was slightly blurry when I was heading for lunch with the guys today. Probably the lack of sleep. Well enough about my sleep. Let's backtrack a bit.
So, on sunday afternoon, karthi and I decided to visit tingfeng to check out how he was recovering from his spinal operation. So we met up at hougang interchange at 1230 and walked over to his house which was near monfort secondary. Karthi was so impressed by my navigation to get to tingfeng's house. Haha. What I did was just looking at the map and using my compass as directions. So tingfeng was at home alone when we reached. He looked fine and was able to walk around at ease although he could not jog yet. And he even had his own exercise schedule planned out by his physiotherapist. We chatted for a while, talked about work, whether there were any changes and we asked about his operation. He told how scary it was, that he regretted going for the operation. He was bedridden for four days before he could get down from the bed to walk. His operation was to straighten his curved spinal cord through spinal fusion and instrumentation. It was a major operation and his scar on the back was much longer than mine on my chest. So after an hour of chat or so, we left his house and he accompanied us to the bus stop. It will be until apr before he is able to return to work. Until then.
I was feeling very sleepy last night and today. One interesting thing that happened was that I was almost dozing off in front of my computer and I was typing an article out. I was in a half-asleep mode so I was thinking and typing the words down accordingly. Then I decided that I did enough for the time being, so I saved the article and took a short nap. I woke up later after my mind was more refreshed to continue the article. Then I realised that whatever I had typed as I was dozing off did not make any sense at all! It was all jumbled up words which I thought I had typed in correctly just now. So in the end, I had to delete everything and did it again. Zzz. Haha. This is the effect of not getting enough sleep.
I am not exactly happy today. Emotions spread like a disease. Sadness can be felt easily by people around you. I should have helped you more with the excel application last night. Don't put too much blame on yourself. Stay optimistic and work harder for the rest. What's over is over. We should look forward =) If sadness spreads so easily, so does happiness and joy! So I shall aim to keep you happy everyday (: Stay happy alright! I shall spread my happiness to you. Haha. I will be there wherever you need me. This is not emo, this is encouragement! Haha. No more emo-ness. No more sadness. <3 <3
That's all now, stay happy everyone
hellmos signing off...Labels: duty, visit. happiness
My mind's unweaving/ 11:46 pm
