A new life, a new beginning

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Yay lucky got pay rise haha, 50 bucks also good enough.
Nothing much has happened. I just finished my OJT, slack a lot the last few days. At least Mr Tan was satisfied with my work. I wonder where I will be posted to next week. It's official work from next week. I am eagerly anticipating my first night duty, hope it is fun. Meteor showers coming up soon, hopefully I can catch them. I think the area is dark enough to see. I am looking forward to catching the meteors again after being privileged to join RP for their observation at East Coast last year.

Back to my previous post, it seems like I can't go teach tuition. According to CO, we are not allowed to earn extra money :( I will see how then. There are opportunities to take up courses. Nicholas is taking accounting, while others are learning to drive etc. This will mean forking out money for these courses. I guess I can't really do that as my allowances are meant for my university studies. This is so troublesome....sigh...

Before I finish my post, I think I should note down some of my feelings, a few things have happened to my friends. Although it doesn't involve me, but I sort of understand how you all feel and it will affect me somehow. So I try my best to help you all and it's the very best I will give to get you to overcome this.

To my dearest sweetest friend, I don't know when you will read this but I really hope you will be fine. I know you are very very upset over it. I really can tell from the way we talked. It's just not the usual you today. There's nothing much I can do than to listen to you whine and let you pour out everything you want to say. No point concealing everything, it would be better to tell me everything. It's like putting down the burden in your heart (direct translation from chinese). I know that nothing much can be done now. It's already over, so don't think too much about it. Be optimistic and hope for the better. Cheer up and stay happy. I hope the little little nice songs that I gave you can amount to huge huge happiness C: Jiayou orh, I will always be there for you ^_^

And to dear Larry, I hope you are alright too. I don't really know what happened but one thing I can tell you is that there's always us that you can turn to. Friends should help one another with their problems. So if you have anything up your mind, feel free to share it with us and I believe we will be there to help you. Don't worry so much and stay optimistic. Just like what my CO just told me yesterday, always believe that there's room for improvement, you only have this single life to live, why look down on yourself, you should always have a positive outlook towards your life. Trust me, loneliness is not meant for you. Be happy, Taurus 4 people are the best, minus T of course!!! And thanks so much for your song, could not find it, so had to turn to you for help hehe.

That's all for now,
I have finished what I wanted to say,
Hope you can read this and feel better...
Please be patient for the next post,
Which might not be soon :p
hellmos signing off...

My mind's unweaving/ 10:57 pm